[M] The worst part of me (Josh)

[olivia reign blake]

Three days after her relationship with Jaxon had ceased, Olivia had spent most of that time in bed, crying because of the way things were going. Their relationship was a recipe for disaster, the screwed up part about it was, she knew it was but she kept telling herself things would be different. Yet, they never were. He kept screwing his slaves and would go to her afterwards for the 'actual loving' part of their relationship. For once, why couldn't he just go to her first, then he could have his fun with them later. That's what her problem was, she was never put first in their relationship. Olivia sat up in her bed, with the blanket covering part of her stomach and all of her legs.

Gazing over to the other side of the bed where Jaxon would sleep, but he wasn't there this time. Sighing softly as she felt the tears begin to fall down her cheek, using her fingertips to wipe them off. She was tired of crying every time they broke up, something Jaxon never knew. Letting out a much louder sigh, Olivia looked around her room for a moment. Knowing she had to make an effort to get up out of bed, to get dressed and go out to have some fun. Seriously, nothing was ever fun without Jaxon. Forcing herself out of bed, she threw back the covers and got up. Spending the last three days in bed didn't really help her very much, the lack of activity made her whole body tense up. The only thing to fix that was to get a shower.

So as she walked toward the bathroom in her room, she stopped at her large oak dresser and pulled out her under garments, then headed through the walk in closet and stopped. Olivia glanced through her wardrobe and picked a casual outfit to wear, basically casual to her was a pair of denim jeans and a black shirt with a little lace around the neckline. Moving forward into the large bathroom, she looked at the jacuzzi tub then to the shower. Remembering back to the night before the break up, she and Jaxon made love in that tub. Olivia forced the images in her mind away and placed her clothes on the sink, as she reached over to get a towel, something fell behind the trashcan. Glancing down at it, she shrugged her shoulders and never bothered to pick it up.

Right now, her thoughts were in shambles. Once she got her towel, she placed it on the rack beside the shower and then turned the water on to let it warm up. In the meantime, Olivia began to slowly undress herself, tossing each piece of clothing into the laundry basket that sat next to the other sink. After she was undressed, Olivia looked at herself in the mirror, disgusted by what she saw. Her face was a mess, including her hair and her cheeks streaked black. Her make up had smeared her face, she could only imagine what her pillowcase looked like, however she wasn't going to go back out and look either. Olivia turned the faucet on and grabbed a wash cloth, dipped it under the warm water and brought it to her face.

She scrubbed her face, not hard, but with just enough force to clean the make up off. She didn't want to have all that crap on her face, it was bad enough she looked like shit already, she didn't want that adding to it. After she had cleaned off what she could, which wasn't a bad job anyway, the doorbell rang. Olivia remembered that she had given her slaves off the next two days. Maybe one of them had forgot something, so she grabbed her towel and wrapped it around her and headed out to go answer the door. When she did, she peeked through the hole and saw who it was.

[josh alex rayner]

Jax was at the dorm today with his slaves. He had them fixing the dorm, he even made them clean the toilet. Josh hated it when he treated those girls like dirt. They didn't deserve it, and last night he heard alot more than yelling. He had both of them in there at the one time. Josh had to sleep on the couch in the lounge area outside the boys rooms, and he couldn't get to sleep from the noise. That morning, both of his young slaves looked tired and whilted from the lovely flowers they were from what Josh saw. They left on an errand, and Josh tore the shit out of Jax when he said to go to the house and get some clean clothes for him. He sent those poor girls to do his dirty work, now he expects him to do the same. He though Jax had gone too far with everything. He broke up with his girlfriend because of this madness. And now he expected him to go and pick up his little clothes off the floor of her place and run down to him like his slaves do.

Josh stood there and glared at him, wanting to bash his twin's face in as his fist clenched his jaw and teeth ground against cartilage rock. Would've ground so hard it would've turned to human salt. Josh couldn't take it. He raised his hands, then let go of it. And just marched out of the damn room. Forget it. He just needed to be away, he didn't want to look at him anymore, he'd take anything to be away from him. Walking out of the room, he threw open the door as he stepped through and slammed it shut behind him, walking through the corridors and minding his own business. He walked down to the car park and a man handed him his keys. Legging it down the stairs, two steps at a time, his hair flicked up and down as he body jumped down the slanting slope of stairs and finall reaching flatter ground where th car park was. The day was quiet, only a student or two carried books from the time he was in the corridors to the time he reached the car park. Jingling his key, he unlocked the car and it chirped.

He did everything at a speed with such anger and frusteration but thought he must calm down. He inhaled and exhaled slowly, just to gather his bearings. 'God I need a drink.' he thought as he round the corner and reached Olivia's place. Turning off the car, grabbing his pack of smokes, and hurrying to the door, he rang the door bell and waited, whilst tapping his foot on the porch. He just wanted to get what he needed and get out, so he can go down to the pub, to calm his nerves. Small drops of sweat glistened his forehead in the light, and he fidgeted with his hair and jacket zipper as he waited imaptiently for the door to open. He rang the door bell a second time, and waited.

[olivia reign blake]

After Olivia had cleaned her face, she grabbed the towel and wrapped it around her, securing it in place so that it didn't fall when she answered the door. She walked through the closet and into the room, through her door and into the hallway toward the door. Upon reaching it, Olivia looked through the peep hole. At first she didn't recognize who it was, then the bell rang a second time and when she peeped through the hole again, she saw who it was. It was Josh, Jaxon's brother. Sighing softly, she unlocked the door and opened it. "Hey Josh." Olivia said softly as she turned to walk to the bar to grab a drink.

"You're brother isn't here." she told him, assuming that's who he was looking for. Olivia grabbed a glass and poured a little scotch in it. "Want a drink?" she inquired as she turned around to look at him, unsure of what he wanted she began to name off some of the alcohol she had. "I have Brandy, Scotch, Jack Daniels, Vodka..." Turning to Josh, at the wrong time, her towel slightly came undone revealing a little of her skin before she pulled it closed again. "You know, you're brother is an asshole. I don't think he ever loved me the way he said he did." she began to talk. For some reason, Olivia felt more comfortable around Josh than she did with Jaxon.

She felt that with him, she could be herself, she didn't have to dress up to actually look good. Remember the comment that Josh made a long time ago, how he had said that she didn't have to dress up and make up to look sexy, it was what was on the inside that made her look hot. "I've had enough of his bull shit, Why can't he just take a hint, stop putting me second in line to his slaves. That's what bothered me, he hardly ever spent any time with me and when he did it was rare." she siged handing him a glass to fix his own. Olivia proceeded to walk back into her room "You can come in," she said calling back to him.

[josh alex rayner]

The door opened and it revealed a very wet, Olivia, wrapped in nothing but a towel. She didn't look well, just seeing the colour of her skin, made him thought she might be sick, but maybe she was just emotionally wrecked. She walked over to the bar near the entrance, and pulled out some scotch and helped herself.

She explained to him about his brother not being there. But he didn't even want to talk about him right now, he just wanted to serve the dirty bastard before he beats on his ass like he does with those women. Then she asked if he wanted a drink. He really wanted to say yes, but he had to drive and didn't want to stay long. But he really felt like he needed a drink. She rattled off some names of the alcohol she had in stock. "Something strong," he said slowly and looked as though he was about to fall asleep from exhausting emotions of rage that brought him down. He didn't like to fight with Jax, but he thought it nessecary sometimes. He caught glimpse of some skin as her towel slipped down as she turned around and he jumped, trying to close his eyes.

He always admired Olivia. She's always been a charming, kind, and beautiful woman, and for a long time, Josh sat in the cornere sileently while Olivia cried because of Jax's selfishness. When Jax had his fill with her, Josh was the first to say she was beautiful, inside and out, and he needed to plant that in her head, because he knew what happened to young women who gave up on themselves in life. He knew beauty was a precious thing to them, and he wasted it to rise up in all, without vanity.

Olivia piped up again, and stated the obvious about his brother. Ass hole, was an understatement, but to her maybe it was, but she didn't want to admit it because maybe somehow she still loved him. Though when Olivia mentioned him being together with his slave, he didn't mention how may times he'd done it.
He stepped inside and smiled, with his hands i his pockets as he waited for his drink.

He couldn't help but wonder what was going on in her mind.
"Do you still love him?" he asked quietly.

[olivia reign blake]

Even in the worst times, Josh had always been there for her. Telling her that things will get better, unfortunately not with her continuing to be with his brother it wouldn't. If anything it would get worse, which it did. They broke up yet again, this time she was finished with him. She couldn't bare the pain, the pain of feeling unwanted and tossed aside. Standing at the bar, Olivia inquired about a drink. The poor guy looked exhausted, like he had ran a marathon and more. It was tidious of Jaxon to treat his brother the way that he did. Josh didn't deserve that, infact he deserved better. Hearing his request, Olivia picked up the bottle of Vodka and poured him a glass, adding a bit of lime into the liquid.

Seeing Josh act in such a way, respectful to her, she couldn't help but grin at what had just happened. "It's alright Josh, it's fixed." she said as she stirred his drink for him. Her eyes glittered with a hint of happiness, it was sad to say that Jaxon's brother always had made her happy and smile. He always put her first, making sure she was ok and if they weren't, he would find a way to fix them. Those words he spoke a long time ago, still stuck in her mind. She remembered them because they meant something to her, more than she could say for Jaxon. Most of his words were lies and disappointments, promises broken, words unspoken. Shaking her head, Olivia let go of the thoughts rushing through her mind.

Once Josh had entered, the young woman walked over to him, shutting the door and handed him his drink. When he had questioned if she still loved Jaxon, Olivia looked up into his eyes, "I fell in love with the Jaxon I met a long time ago. I don't know who he is anymore, therefore I can't say that I do." she replied honestly. Truthfully she missed the old Jaxon, but after he had started tearing into slaves as if they were useless pieces of meat, he turned into someone completely different. Someone she didn't like, nor cared to know anymore. Olivia took Josh's hand and lead him to the bedroom, where she could get out of the towel and dressed. Taking a sip of her drink as they walked into the room, she shut the door so that her slaves knew not to bother her. "So what brought you over here again?" she inquired.

[josh alex rayner]

Josh smiled as she handed him a drink. He sipped at it slowly and looked into her gleaming eyes. She was so lovely, just standing there with her pure outer cove she was born with, he felt even more anger with his brother, for just tainting her love for Jax like that, made Josh sick to his stomach.
Josh couldn't help but smile, when she said she didn't really love him anymore. It gave him a fuzzy feeling inside. Spikes of hot alcohol and longing crawled up and down his spine, he'd dreamed to be this close to her with bare skin, and she grabbed his hand, looking down on it, he smiled and followed her into the bedroom, her radiant beauty shing through like a star that she was on his inky nighted heart. He wanted her to have the most tender and loving kind of love she could have. And he wanted to give it to her.

As they entered the room, he stood and placed his hand under his elbow, and he skulled back the rest of the vodka. He was able to do that without feeling ill. And it sure packed a punch. He stood near the door and waited for her to make the next move. He wanted to be a gentlemen. He watched her moved and pictured her without the towel on. Sweat built up on his back as his breathing became heavier. "Oh I just needed some clothes, for him." He remembered what he needed to do, coming out of his fantasy fast and scurrying around to look for clothes. He really didin't want to leave, but he had to.

[olivia reign blake]

Olivia looked at Josh wondering why she just end up with him, she would have been better off. He had qualities that she wanted in a relationship, he always put her first to make sure she was happy and smiling. Why couldn't Jaxon do that? Why did he have to be an asshole about things? Sighing softly, she answered Josh's question about if she still loved his brother. Answering truthfully, it hurt her to say it. But she loved the old Jaxon, however, he wasn't the Jaxon she fell for in the beginning. Olivia understood that people changed over time, but to be like he was now was unacceptable in her eyes. Seeing the smile on Josh's face made her smile, yet wonder what he was thinking.

Turning slightly as she took a drink from the glass, then grabbed his hand and lead him to her room. Upon entering the room, Olivia sat her drink down on the night stand, then headed toward her bathroom, she grabbed her clothes off the sink. She had almost forgot she had clothes in there, of course she was a bit distracted when Josh had dropped by. Coming back into the room, she took her clothes and set them on the dresser. Pulling her towel off, while he was still in there, she asked him why he had stopped by. Just seeing him scurry about the room looking for Jaxon's clothes, she grinned and pointed to the other dresser. "His clothes are in there. Here's his bag," she said lifting the black bag up and walked it over to him.

"You can put all of his clothes in here, along with the rest of his belongings. I don't want them here anymore." Olivia said as she set the bag on the ground then headed back to where her clothes were. Olivia grabbed her undergarments and began putting them on piece by piece, though looking up at Josh, she paused watching him. Remembering that here she was bare in front of her ex's brother. How odd was this, but Olivia didn't care. She was no longer with Jaxon, so she could practically do what she wanted. She also forgot that she was still wet from the shower, so she pulled her bra off again and set it down on top of her clothes. Using the towel, she began to dry herself off. "So I assume he sent you to do his dirty work huh?" she inquired.

"What a jerk." she stated as she flipped her hair back after drying it the best she could. Placing the towel on the chair, Olivia walked over to Josh and placed her hand on his shoulder. "You shouldn't have to get his things, he should. If I were you, I'd just ignore him and set his things outside. Just tell him that I wouldn't let you get them." she said giving him a sly grin. "This way, he couldn't get mad at you for it." See Olivia wasn't worried about Jaxon getting mad at her, he was never able to go far with it. He would never physically hit her and if he did, she knew he would regret doing it. "You deserve respect Josh, you ought to demand respect from him. Don't take his bullshit anymore."

Olivia wrapped her arms around him, "You don't deserve to be treated the way he treats his slaves. You are not a slave, and you should make him know that." as she spoke, she kissed his cheek softly then looked up into his eyes.

[josh alex rayner]

Josh stopped hurrying around nervously, trying to distract himself from looking at her bare naked body. He picked a spot on the wall and stared at it as she threw her towel down, and started putting on her undies. Oh, god. Thanks for the beautiful scene I am recieveing with my eyes at this moment, but why are you doing this to me now? He thought as his eye moved from the spot on the wall to the ceiling. He inched backwards, and stood against the wall, his stance rigid and shaky. Maybe it was the vodka?

He looked down into her eyes as she dropped a black sports bag by him. He picked it up and quickly went over to the drawer silently, god knowing he needed something to distract him. He kept silent even when she asked if he sent Josh to do his dirty work and what a jerk he was. Josh couldn't agree more, although he was trying so hard not to concentrate on her naked beauty that he coudln't concentrate on the words to say. At this time, silence was difinitly golden, or however the expression goes. He turned around, and took a steady glimpse of her again, but she didn't put her clothes on yet. He was sort angry with her for teasing him, but he couldn't saty angry. He felt the alcohol tickle his insides, and he walked over to where he stood with the bag in his hand. Not realising that he only put a white shirt in the bag and that was it.

Oh, shit, here she comes! He thought, as she waltzed over gracefully as if she was as a light as a trail of mist. He kept his mouth shut. And tried to focus on something else, but he couldn't. He watched her legs take movement, and examined every muscle movement. Her hips swayed gently as she got closer and closer, to him. He inhaled quietly, and held his breath.

Josh could feel the stricken energy that intertwined her movements and his rigid stance into one, and she moved closer. She got as close, as to where her body was almost pressed against his, and he wanted her to move even closer. She wrapped her semily moist arms around him, and he let out his restrained breath, blowing gently onto her face. He panted quietly, and still kept quiet as her voice was low and enticing. He kept his hands behind his back, but they shook, and felt like they had a mind of their own, and raised slowly up wards and around the small of her back. She moved her face up near his cheek, and he instantly felt her soft, supple lips on his cheek. He pulled her closer, but really slow and gentle and hugged her, resting his face on her shoulder, and kissing her collar bone. He cuddle her and rocked her gently from side to side.

He couldn't hold his feeling in any longer. But he knew he had to, but these strong emotions he couldn't restrain. "Olivia. I've always loved you." He whispered softly, and laughed under his breath nervously. He continued to hug her and rock her gently side to side. He kissed her neck and couldn't even think of how long he's waited for this moment.

[olivia reign blake]

As Olivia began to dry off, she noticed Josh look her briefly before staring off into whatever he was looking at. A smile crept up on her face. "I don't mind you looking at me." she told him still with the smile present upon her face. Taking a deep breath then let it out, she resumed drying herself off. It wasn't like she was going to try and get him in bed, or was she trying? Eh maybe not today. Well, unless he enticed her to. Anything was possible. But for now Olivia focused on getting herself dried. Once she had finished, she reached for her Japanese cherry blossom lotion and put a couple of drops in the palm of her hand.

Rubbing her hands together, she then rubbed it on her legs, making sure that they wouldn't get dry. She hated dry skin, it drove her nuts, adding a few more drops of the lotion onto her hands, she proceeded to lubercate her whole body with it. Though it didn't take long for her to finish, she was usually quick about things like that. Olivia walked over to the nightstand where she had left her drink, picked it up and took a few sips of it before going back to what she was doing. Seeing that he had scurried around earlier looking for his brothers clothing, she found his bag stashed away between the two dressers. Lifting it, she walked it over to Josh.

Watching him for a moment as he picked it up and went over to Jaxon's dresser, he began to put clothing in it. Seeing how he was the one getting mistreated all the time, she had told Josh how he didn't deserve the treatment his brother gave him. Mostly to encourage him to stand up and fight back, make Jaxon do his own dirty deeds. She smiled in amusement as he stared at her, watching her every move. Olivia had given Josh a kiss on the cheek for being the man he was, always there for her and it let him know that he was appreciated by her. Feeling his warms wrap gently around her waist, pulling her closer to him. She sighed as she wrapped her arms around him returning the hug he was giving her, a smile graced her lips when he had kissed her neck.

It was then that Olivia's mind went haywire, those three words slipped from his lips whether it was intentional or unintentional, still it had shocked her completely. It had made Olivia look at him, still with the slightly shocked expression upon her face. "I uh..." she let her lips curl into a gentle smile. "Wow, really?" she inquired. Yeah, she loved him but it wasn't really that kind of love, at least she didn't think it was anyway. She wasn't sure. "I love you too Josh." she told him, not wanting to leave him hanging in that moment. Olivia leaned forward a little and kissed his lips tenderly. What was she suppose to do? Crush him? No, she couldn't do that.

But it was wrong of her to just come out and say that what he might think was her telling him that she really loved him, when her loving him in a different way should have what came out of her mouth. She hoped that maybe she could explain it better to him, but again, just after kissing him it sealed the meaning. So now she was stuck. Olivia cursed herself for doing that because she really liked Josh and she didn't want to do that to him, but he put her in a situation that she just couldn't say no to. Maybe her feelings were sincere, she still wasn't sure. Maybe as time progressed, she would find out. In the meantime, she would just leave it alone.

Olivia raised her arm and used her fingertips to move the strands of hair from his face. Giving him a small smile, once again leaning in to give him another tender kiss. "Why didn't you tell me before?" she asked with a soft yet curious tone.

[josh alex rayner]

Josh's arms fell back away from around her waist as he felt her heart race between the pressure of both of her breasts agains his chest, when he said that he's always loved her. He frowned, and was heart-broken. Why did he say that? Didn't she love him too? And if she didn't, then why was she doing this to him? Was he just a guy that appeared at her house and just a target for sorrow sex, after break-up? Josh put his hands back onto the wall behind him, and turned his head to face the large window on the otherside of the room, draped in opaque but sheer curtains. He didn't want to look at her now. He was feeling a new kind of low, and he hurt because after all this time, he knew she couldn't feel the same about him.

He still loved her alot, and he hoped to god that she would one day a love him back with the un-dying devotion he wished he could've given to her before she met Jax. Her angelic voice crept up into his ear and made him weaker. The words made it clear. He kept his mouth closed and thought he'd just might as well make the moment last while her stunning body and soul was there close to him. His heart raced with anger and sadness, and he began to feel nauseous, and just wanted to leave.

She asked him those few words that made him want to leave even more. He was angry with her for asking such things, acting like she didn't know. But he stayed, and the feel of her hand over the surface of his face brushing his few locks of dark hair away from his eyes, made him want to tell her. "You were happy with him. I didn't want you to feel unsure of your feelings. I didn't want to take your happiness away. Because there isn't anything I love more then to see you happy," he said quietly, barely above a whisper, yet his voice wasn't breathy, you could still here his dark melted chocolate voice. "I should go." He said softly, before he carefully moved away from her body, picking up the bag, and walking out of her room. He'd hoped he wouldn't have to go in there again until she felt more for him than just Jax's brother. He wanted to stay more then ever, but he couldn't stand it.

[olivia reign blake]

Confused by the way Josh removed his arms from her, she wondered if it was something that she said, or perhaps didn't say to him. She wasn't sure, which made it difficult for her to respond to him. She was being true about how she felt, she did love him, she just wasn't sure if it was in that way. Maybe it was the way she acted when he told her he loved her. It came as a surprise to her, how was she suppose to act. It practically gave her butterflies. When she questioned him about why he hadn't told her before. She listened to his response, which made her think even more low of herself. Sighing softly, Olivia watched him slip away from her. She turned watching him in sadness leave.

Olivia walked over to her closet and grabbed the closest fabric of clothing, which was a maroon sweater dress, just to cover up. She was starting to get cold. She felt so bad for what just happened, she was so confused and she knew she loved him, but it wasn't the same to him. Seeing a shirt laying on the floor, she walked over and picked it up. Realizing it was Jaxon's she walked out into the hallway "Josh... " she paused hearing her own voice break down, she could tell he was hurting, just in the way he walked. Olivia sighed thinking that he was probably ignoring her, frankly she didn't blame him. With that she walked back into her room and sat down on her bed. "What else can go wrong today?" she asked herself, feeling the depression starting to resurface.

Laying back on her bed, she realized she had Jaxon's shirt in her hand and threw it with all of her might. It hit the ornaments on her dresser causing a few to knock off and break on the floor. "Of course. Just curse me." she said feeling the tears start to fall again. Getting up from her bed, she walked over to where her snow globe that her father gave her laid. Olivia sat down near it, just a bit away from the glass. "Ohh..." she folded her legs up to her chest and started to cry. First she breaks up with Jaxon, then Josh tells her he loves her and knows he meant it and now this. Was this suppose to be torture?

[josh alex rayner]

He stopped when he heard her speak his name again. He looked down at the floor and said nothing. What was he doing? The only thing I want more is to see you happy? Well she wasn't happy now was she? You dick head? Josh couldn't bear to hear her cry. He felt even worse now for walking away. It wasn't her fault. SHe didn't know. And he was just as bad as his borther, he felt for walking away. If he didn't go back now, she probably wouldn't speak to him again.

With his eyes, closing tightly, he opened the front door, and hesitated as he was about to walk out, but then closed it. Josh let the bag handles slip from his fingers, and he turned to her door to the bedroom. Walking up to it slowly, he opened and crept back in, finding her on the bed, with a maroon sweater on. He took of his shoes quietly, then ripped of his black, skin tight t-shirt, and walked up the side of her bed, and climbed in next to her. He stayed silent like he did most of the time, and moved his arm over her. Holding her like she was the most precious thing in the world. He felt her soft hair that was now silky and wavy, on his face, and smelt the beautiful scent of shampoo and perfume. He still said nothing and just held her in his arms.

[olivia reign blake]

After everything that she had gone through, she was so willing to just give up. She was tired of being hurt and tired of hurting others, Oliiva felt like her whole world came tumbling down on her. What else could go wrong that day? She got rid of Jaxon, even though part of her still loved him no matter how much of an ass he was. But she loved the person he use to be, then she probably lost the one person that knew how to make her happy in the worst times. On top of that, she broke the globe that her dad gave her when he returned home from France. Unable to withold the tears any longer, Olivia broke down. Dragging the covers up to her, she burried her face into them allowing the tears to fall upon her blanket.

Olivia was so drowned in tears that she didn't hear the door to her room open. What she did feel was the movement of someone climbing in her bed, she could tell it was Josh by his scent. He and Jaxon had a totally different smell to them, that's how she was able to tell who it was. As she laid there with the tears still streaking her face, Olivia felt his arm wrap around her, holding her securely. Softly she sighed feeling the security that he provided to her. Turning her head, she looked at Josh as she sniffled "I'm sorry Josh...." her voice broken up from the crying she had done. Her blue eyes stared into his, searching for a nod or for him to tell her that everything was going to be ok. Like he usually did. Turning her body toward him, she moved her arm and placed it over him.

[josh alex rayner]

Josh stroked her hair and gazed into her eyes as Olivia Reign Blake rolled over to face him. He moved closer and kissed her softly on te lips, ebracing it by closing his eyes, letting her know that there was no need for apology, when really it was him that should've been aplogising to her. He didn't want to move to fast, but he swapped angles in the way he kissed her, his touch on his hand became more rough and he caressed her entire body as he made out with her on the bed. He stopped and peeled his lips from hers, rubbing his nose gently on her face, he leant down and kissed her neck several times, trailing over her skin. He let her make her move, after being heart broken, he didn't want to force her into something she didn't want to do. "You're beautiful Olivia Blake," he whispered softly and moved her hair away from her face with his index finger.

[olivia reign blake]

Still feeling crappy after everything that happened earlier, she felt his hand run through her long dark hair. Her deep blue eyes stared into his own, feeling him move much closer to her. The warmth of his body put her at ease, allowing the stresses of the early events just melt away. Kind of like the warm and fuzzy feeling inside that you get when you are with someone you really like. Surprise struck her when his lips pressed ever so gently against her own, but she didn't react poorly to it or all shocked like she did when he told her he loved her.
Olivia merely pulled him closer, wrapping her leg over gently over his legs. His hand moved abruptly but caressingly over her body, causing Olivia to inhale deeply as he removed his lips from hers to her neck. The feeling of goosebumps trailing her arms and a slight chill ran up her back. Hearing his words, him calling her beautiful made her smile. Olivia stared into his eyes practically getting lost in them, but soon her emotions took over as she leaned toward him and kissed him passionately. Finding that every time she was around Josh, her thoughts of Jaxon seemed to escape her.

Leaning into him to the point of where she had basically rolled him on his back, she rested her body on top kissing his lips softly. Her body pressed against his, her hands moving down his body slowly. Caressing his chest and moved toward his stomach, moving her lips from his, she looked at him. Burning every detail of this moment in her mind, her eyes trailing down his features as she lightly kissed his lips. "You are to precious to me." she told him with a tender tone of voice.