too long to fake your smile [Raven]

[mikaela river micheals]

Taking a deep breath and letting it out as a deep sigh, Mikaela, Or Mickey as she liked to be called, though that was not her call to make, looked around. Silver lake was Beautiful this time of year. And Mickey enjoyed the beautiful sight. She could just stand there and watch nature doing it’s thing for hours and hours end. Listening to the silence and the call of nature. But she could hear right now was the breathing of someone else. Her new master, Raven Riajuken. She had to admit he was cute, really cute. Mickey really hated it, the first few weeks with a new master, You never knew what you could expect. You don’t know who you’re dealing with. Mickey rather stayed with the devil she knew.

So, Just standing there, she kept her eyes on the lake and it’s beautiful surroundings. Her master would call her is he needed her to do something, and until then, she just stood there until told to move. Mikaela may be a little rebellious, but she still knew, for her own good, what orders she defiantly had to follow. She actually hoped that he didn’t need anything anytime soon. The sight made her relax, helping to keep her aggression that sometimes plagued her under control. She really had to learn how to deal with that. It would be bad if she would lose it and smash everything in front of her new master. Yeah, that would be bad. Closing her eyes again, she took a deep breath, hearing her Master’s getting closer.

[raven raijin riajuken]

As Raven was walking up to meet his new slave Mikaela he slowed down to admire her body enjoying the view he controlled his breathing to make it more relaxed as he marched toward her in a t-shirt that molded to his body so well it looked like it would rip to shreds if he flexed his muscles. and his fitting pants that showed of his round tight butt. he stopped a bit far from her but close enough where the can see each others just fine before calling to her "Are you Mickey?" he asked already knowing the answer because she was the only other person there besides him as she turned to face him. she was stunningly beautiful as he eyes traced around her body happy with his purchase of her. "It is quite beautiful out here isn't it? He said kindly to her with a smile on his face. "So here are the rules 1 respect me in public. 2 you must either call me raven, or master at all times unless instructed otherwise Raven is fine unless there is rich people around then it has to be master. 3 Sense i am rich and get invited to a lot of social gatherings you will be expected to be a lady while we are there. You can be yourself around me if you so desire just don't respect me to much or i will do something about that. Think you can handle that much?" though his rules sounded like orders he asked her instead of told her. as he looked at her waiting for a reply! "oh do you know how to dance or do i have to teach you while we are at this?"

[mikaela river micheals]

Hearing her name, or rather the question if that was her name, she bit her lip and turned around, facing her new master. She nodded respectfully and felt awkward as he inspected her. Even from the distance they where apart it felt awkward. She felt like a cheat piece of meat that was inspected before being sold to a costumer. Mickey listened to what her new master said, oh dear, he did have a cute smile. Then came the rules. Respect him in public there was nothing new, a slave always had to show respect to its master or mistress. Call him master or Raven She nodded to let him know she understood. Be a lady If she would have a drink in her mouth she would have lost it by now, meaning that Raven would be covered in it. A lady? As in… A dress and all? Respect or consequences Dress or Consequences hard choice. Even though it was hard, she had to agree with it al. ”Yes master, I understand”

And just when she thought the torture was over, he asked her, if she knew how to dance. Mickey had to do her best not to let her eyes grow big. She HATED dancing, though she could dance not that good, but she could. Just the little ones. The Walsh, Foxtrot, and just moving on the beat of the music, mostly Jazz and all. Realizing Raven was waiting for an answer she quickly opened her mouth and said: ”I can dance sir, not that good but I know some of them” Oh hell.

[raven raijin riajuken]

"Relax, and drop the master bit it is okay to call me Raven" he spoke gently as he walked toward her, and kissed her on the hand. "Your a person to after all it is nice to meet you. Only when there other masters, or some one that expect you to call me master do you have to do that ok?" his words kind, and soothing as he waited for her to his other question. He did not like the fact that she looked horrified by him. He was wondering to himself what has she been through to make her so up tight when she finally spoke again. He sighs as she added the sir in there "Good glad to hear you can dance, but please relax i am not a prowler ready to pounce in its prey. I am a fairly nice master, and like to treat my slaves like people unless they step out of line in public then i regrettably have to teach them their place!" His noise wrinkled and his tone sounded disgusted when he got to the part about putting them in their place. He much rather have them respect him in public, and be rewarded for it rather then punished. "What are some of your hobbies Mickey? Oh an is it okay that i call you mickey or do you prefer something else?" his asked face still kind, and gently as his golden brown gaze meet her eyes he smiled, and waited for her reply hoping she would ease up, and relax.

[mikaela river micheals]

Mickey just watched as Raven came closer and picked up her hand, kissing it. Listening to him as he said that she did not have to call him master or sir she just smiled a little. Yes Si…I mean Raven she said, stopping herself in time before she said sir again. Even though she did not like masters (or Mistresses) at all, Raven had something. Something about him made her relax and calm down a bit. But when he talked about putting his slaves in their place if they stepped out of line, Mickey wasn’t calm any more. Her heart rate sped up and her eyes grew larger. She really didn’t like the tone he was using when he said that, it rather scared her. Then he asked about her hobbies.

”Well, I like the dangerous sports, Motor cross, Mountain biking, Sky diving. But I also like to read She paused a bit I think Mikaela is so dull, I find Mickey much more fun. I always liked the Mouse She offered Raven a small smile. She had just made a joke, she had never done that on a first meeting. Usually her new master or mistress would bark orders and stuff, not taking the time for small talks. Mickey is what I prefer, but as long as it’s not Mikaela or Ella or something in that trance, I’m good with it Someone she knew long ago had called her Ella once. Mickey believed that person still had a nice little mark on her face, right where she had punched her. Aggression, yeah.. She really needed to control that

[raven raijin riajuken]

Happy that she smiled, and finally calmed down using his name he laughed a little before feeling he pulse go up to what he had said "I am sorry i did not mean it the way it probably sounded to you." he said while giving her a comforting hug hoping it would help her relax like it was meant to. Feeling her heart right pounding against him. he grew a little worried about her trying to relax her further he started to rub her head like a father calming his child although he saw it more as a comforting a friend as his muscular body gently held her nicely against him trying to sooth her as she answered his next question. "Those are fun, and reckless activities?" He said with a smile while looking into her eyes they were very captivating as she answered his last question "Mickey it is. Are you feeling better?" he asked as his attraction for her grew stronger while looking in her eyes his heart rate slowly beginning to gain speed. As the sun was setting the reddish orange light was shining off her face, and eyes raven bit his lower lip thinking wow her eyes sparkle in this light I am wanting to kiss her now, but i don't want to freak her out anymore what should i do. His eyes saying his thoughts loud and clear as they looked in hers not able to break away. his hand moved down on one of her lips as his head leaned slightly down so she could claim his lips if she wanted to waiting to see her reaction, not sure if he was going to make the first move or not!

[mikaela river micheals]

Even though she was trying, her heart rate would not drop. Not even when, or because, Raven gave her a little hug and later started rubbing her head. Reckless maybe, but fun indeed she managed to say. Even though it wasn’t entirely true, she nodded when he asked her if she was feeling better. At some point, when their eyes had locked, she noticed that she wasn’t only feeling her own fast beating of the heart, it was that of Raven as well. Licking her lower lip she saw a hint in his eyes. He actually liked her, and now He wasn’t that bad looking himself, but right now it did kinda scare her. Come one, she had just met the guy like, Five minutes ago. She didn’t know what she could expect.

She could see in his eyes and in his movements that he actually wanted to kiss her. Mickey swallowed. This was not what she had expected at all. Mickey was unsure what to do, Sure they guy was cute and all and she didn’t want to do anything that looked like she was disobeying him. She would probably save that for later, knowing her. If it was possible her heart rate would have been even higher than this. But Mickey tried to relax a bit, and thought about other stuff. Like the lake, and the way the sun was shining on Raven’s face.. Oh hell.. Slowly, and hesitating, she leaned forwards a bit, allowing her lips to touch his. Yeah, defiantly not what she had expected at all.

[raven raijin riajuken]

"Ya it is" he agreed as he watched her lick her lips his thirst to feel her lips against his was overwhelming even though he just meet her there was defiantly some sparks going on between them as she pressed her lips to his his hands to action one gently rubbed her face as he tilted her chin up in to the kiss the other pulled her in to his body as close as possible he flicked his tongue against he lips drinking in every taste of her savoring the flavor, and the feel of her soft lips against his. She was intoxicating the smell an feel of her hair, and body the taste of her kiss he was swimming in delight enjoying every second of it tempted to do more but knows that this is there first meeting so that might not be the right time yet. Though he wondered how the rest of her would feel, and taste as he imagined her in the nude against his own naked body he cock bulged in his pants. He backed up a bit knowing she just felt his cock grow because he held her so close breathing for air he manged to get out "You are a great kisser, i am already wanting more!" he said his eyes still on hers caught captive wondering if he even wanted to escape. watching her not sure how she was going to react as he tried to calm his own heart beat there were definite sparks.

[mikaela river micheals]

He was a good kisser, she had to give him that. As they where kissing she could feel the little masters downstairs growing. Mickey squeezed her eyes shut. Men always thought about one thing, sometimes they really where pigs. Like her one of her previous masters. He had been..persisted, to put it mildly. To put it roughly, he had raped her and beat the crap out of her for being “disobedient”. Ever since that moment, Mickey wasn’t really happy with any physical contact like that. Even though she was a slave and so had to follow every order that her master, or mistress gave her, but when it came to that, Mickey always tried to find a way out of it.

"You are a great kisser, i am already wanting more!" Mickey gave Raven a polite smile, but on the inside she wasn’t in the mood for smiling at all. See, she was right. It was all that the opposite sex could think about in this world. Must have something to do with the missing chromosome. ”I think I have been called that before” Gotta keep it cool between you and your master, don’t get on his bad side at the first meeting. Mickey’s golden rule number one. Trying to do it as subtle as possible, She tried to escape Ravens hug and tried to get some distance between them. She really didn’t want anything at the moment. She didn’t know if she could handle that. She only hoped that Raven would pick up the clue and wouldn’t do anything

[raven raijin riajuken]

"That will be saved for another day though." not like what he saw on her face that she had a rough past. "So what happened to you in the past that made your face act like it was disgusted at a thought." he said gently stroking the side of her face to claim her down. "It is okay i am not a monster i am not going to eat you. You can relax, and stop with the fake smile i am at the king of that you know had to perfect it." He played of his best fake smile knowing she might not being able to tell before breaking it. as he looked at her he went to to sit down the grass patting the space next to let her know he wanted her to sit next to as he looked up at the night sky "Come on sit down, and tell me what happened in your past i promise a better future just be straight with me!" He asked like her like it was a request from one person to another not like he owned her. "After all we are both people, and should be rightfully treated so." Finally making him self comfy still looking at the sky wondering how she was going to react he was unique he treated his slave like there were people for the most part he had a difficult time with Kayla, but she was different, and special to him he loved her so he never quite to handle her properly.

[mikaela river micheals]

"That will be saved for another day though." At that, Mickey relaxed a bit. Not that much, but just enough to allow her heartbeat to drop just enough not to cause any damage. ”So what happened to you in the past that made your face act like it was disgusted at a thought.” Her eyes widened she shook her head hard. She didn’t wanna talk about it. It was in the past and she didn’t want to go through that again. Though the past had this nasty habit, of catching up with you. It is okay i am not a monster i am not going to eat you. You can relax, and stop with the fake smile i am at the king of that you know had to perfect it." This time, the smile she gave was a real one. He looked so funny that way. As he sat down, she stayed standing, even when he asked her to sit down.

”- tell me what happened in your past i promise a better future just be straight with me!” Mickey shook her head again and opened her mouth to speak, almost close to tears. I can’t, please… Don’t make me She had never really spoken to anyone about it. Her old master had made sure of that, when he beat the living daylight out of her. Threatening to do something even worse to her if she ever did. Not that she was gonna do that. After all, she was a slave and he a Mater. They would take his word over hers.

[raven raijin riajuken]

Standing up as he saw her smile which was very pretty. Watching her smile fade an tears wield up in her eyes. He walked over to her. His hand gently stroking the side of his face before pulling her in to a hug wrapping his arms around as his hand gently strokes the back of her head. "Shhhhhh...... It is okay you do not have to say any thing it is okay your safe now the past is the past we are in the here, and now so lets crave a new path for you okay?" his arms tightening around her trying to help her forget the question that he asked. Raven never liked seeing females cry especially if it was some thing he said or did some thing to make her cry. "I am sorry I did not mean to make you cry. Your okay now I am going to make sure of that now please dry those tears they don't suite you." his tone kind, caring, and warm as he soothed her the best way he could hugging her as tight as he could pressing her head against his strong chest letting her cry in to him if she needed to. Comforting her before pulling her back a little so he could she her face. "Are you okay now Mickey is there any thing you want to talk about, or do?" His voice still kind asking her what she would like to do watching her eyes to see what she wanted to do

[mikaela river micheals]

As she was crying, he held her tight again, hugging her and stroking the back of her head, As he did this, Mickey tried to calm herself down, taking deep breath, Taking in the smell of the fresh air, and that of Raven. This was the first time in ages that she was this close to a breakdown. Mickey was usually good in putting it all in little boxes in her head, only to deal with it all at once when all the boxes where full. "Shhhhhh...... It is okay you do not have to say any thing it is okay your safe now the past is the past we are in the here, and now so lets crave a new path for you okay?" Mickey nodded slightly and sniffed, trying to hold back more tears. "I am sorry I did not mean to make you cry. Your okay now I am going to make sure of that now please dry those tears they don't suite you." Mickey snickered, Tears suit nobody, a friend had once told her that. Feeling Raven pull back a bit, so he could see her probably, she heard him ask a question "Are you okay now Mickey is there any thing you want to talk about, or do?" Mickey nodded but she didn’t look up to meet Raven’s eyes. She had no doubt that her own where (close to) blood red. Sniffing she said. I’m sorry, You must think I’m crazy or something, Maybe even useless. I mean, even simple contact sometimes makes me tense, sometimes even aggressive Better to come clean about that now then later, when she punches him a black eye or something.

[raven raijin riajuken]

Gently running his hand down along the side of her face to under her chin he gently lifted her head to see her eyes irritated and red from crying he leaned in, and kissed the rest of her tears away. looking in her eyes his gaze just as soothing as his tone when he spoke earlier to claim her down. His hand slowly moved up her face and ran through her hair. "No you are not crazy, and you are not useless. Sometimes it is the most, and basic contact that is the hardest to deal with. For some people the tense up others become aggressive it all depends on the person. That does not make you crazy or more useless then any body else it is what actions you take while that happens that will define who you are." his voice and eyes matching being as gentle, and soothing as possible as he just felt like hugging her close to his body. "So what would you like to talk about, or what would you like to do?" he asked as he watched her she is just so dang cute why did you make her cry you big mean man you it should be a crime. He thought to himself clearing most of his thoughts he looked back at her, and began to wonder how to cheer her up, and wondering whats was going through her head right now. he became a little concerned that he just opened a harmful wound for her, and she would be hurting for a while because of it.