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Post by raven raijin riajuken on Jan 9, 2010 22:43:41 GMT -5
It had been a few weeks sense Raven told Kayla That he would be sharing her bed for a while he had grown use to it, and enjoyed cuddling next to her at night. though he was not happy when he heard the rumors about what between Patrick, and her. He was glad that her purity had not yet been tainted by anyone yet. As he, and Kayla laid there in bed again the thought of another man touching her started to bug him he tossed, and turned for a while before looking at Kayla. He had truly grown attached to her, and was wanting to touch her, and make love to her badly normally he could control these urges, but the thought of Patrick doing things to her in his mind was setting the urges beyond his control. He knew that Kayla, and his bond had become more then master an slaves, and passed beyond the friend level. He lifted up the blanket to see her beautiful body against his biting his lower lip at her tightly fitted panties, and bra hugged her body a bulge appeared in his boxers. Knowing she was awake because her heart beat was moving a little fast he figured she knew he was checking her out again. he lowered his head to her ear breathing out "I can't take it anymore. I what happened between you and Patrick, and why have you not told me sooner?" Raven asked his voice a little upset that she still could not trust him after all this time.
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Post by kayla dawn summers on Jan 10, 2010 0:21:59 GMT -5
It had been a few weeks after Raven started sleeping in her bed with her. She had started getting uncomfortable cuddling with him after a few days. It was because she was still strongly attracted to Patrick and she still really liked him like her days in middle school. She had started spending a lot of time with Patrick. Kayla loved spending time with Patrick because it felt like old times. A little different than before, but it was a lot more fun. Since then the nights got uncomfortable because she would feel safer if it was Patrick sleeping with her. Kayla hadn't told Raven about Patrick yet and she was sure that there was a rumor going around the school. Since he was well known as the leader of the Phoenix Warriors. Then she heard Raven speak as she was still awake. He was upset and she knew it. Kayla sat up and got off the bed. "Please Raven. Patrick is a good person despite what everyone else says. He's a good boy. Patrick is someone close to me." Kayla softly spoke as she looked out her window as she moved the curtain a bit. "Raven it isn't a big deal."
So she didn't tell Raven about her times with Patrick, it wasn't a big deal. She was allowed to keep private matters private wasn't she. Her times with Patrick she would prefer to keep private. Kayla didn't look to Raven she knew that he was upset.
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Post by raven raijin riajuken on Jan 10, 2010 0:44:25 GMT -5
Feeling that her feelings were getting to her as she got off the bed, and told him it was not a big deal "I don't care what rumors go on about him. I don't care if you like spending time with him. I get the fact he is someone from your past, and you still have strong feelings for him." He said as he got up off the bed as well. Watching her walk to the window he followed stopping a few feet from her. "What i do care about is you, and ever sense the rumor spread that you an him were hanging out you have felt very distant like you wish that i was not your master." He could barely speak those last few words "If it is no big deal then why keep it from me?" He ask as he turned her around to look her in the eyes. His sadden gazed met her eyes searching for what she really wanted. His emotions eating at him from the inside out. What more could he do for her. He had saved her, cared for her, nursed her back to health, and tried countless times to close the distance she kept him at which felt like it had just grown so big that he could not over come it for once in his life he felt helpless, and confused by his emotions wanting more then ever to be with her, but feeling like she did not even want to be near him.
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Post by kayla dawn summers on Jan 10, 2010 1:05:19 GMT -5
"Because it should have been Patrick who saved me!" Kayla cried out. "It should have been Patrick who saved me that night in the park. The one Gran trusted more than anyone with my life and well being was Patrick. He was like the grandson she never had and wished she had. She treated him like family, always inviting him to come over to the house to come and hang out. Gran would've entrusted my life in his hands were it not for him moving out of town. If he hadn't moved she would've called him. But he had moved and she knew I wasn't talking to him because I couldn't. It should be Patrick that's sleeping in bed with me, not you Raven. Patrick should have been my master. No matter what people say about him I know the real him. So please Raven, I don't know what my feelings are except that I am still as close to Patrick as when we were kids and my feelings for him have not changed, they had only been forgotten and now that I've been hanging around him again my feelings for him haven't grown stronger but they are still there." Kayla explained.
She didn't know how Raven would respond now. Kayla had said many mean things to Raven. They were basically punishable worthy, but she had to say how she felt. "I didn't tell you because of this. Because I knew that I would say these things and upset you further."
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Post by raven raijin riajuken on Jan 10, 2010 1:49:56 GMT -5
Raven's arms dropped from her shoulders as she her emotions exploded from her he went back over to the bed, and sat down masking his pain the best he could as he put on hand on his chin listen to every single word she said as it burned its way in his mind watching her with his gentle eyes as she poured out her heart to him. after she finished slamming the harsh information in ravens face he looked at her, and said "Do you really dislike me that much to wish that we never met?" studying her as she looked like she could barely stand he walked over to her gently picking her up, and laying her back down in bed. "You should not keep things in to the point of exploding it is not good for you I should know. Feel better now that it is out in the open?" He asked kindly surprising himself how well he reacted like a weight has been lifted from him. As he gently kissed her on the head running his hand through her hair to come her down so she could breathe wanting to know how she really felt about him know, but did not want her to stand, and possible hurt herself from using to mush energy. sitting next to her watching her with caring eyes with a hint of sadness at what she said. he barely could muster the strength to speak the words he did not want to come out of his mouth "Would you be happier if i let you go, and made sure you went to patrick?" he asked as tears ran down his face trying to stop them but not doing any good.
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Post by kayla dawn summers on Jan 10, 2010 2:15:34 GMT -5
Kayla felt Raven move her back to the bed. She was calming down thanks to Raven. She was confused now. Who did she care for more? Raven or Patrick? Kayla didn't know anymore. Patrick had always been her first crush. And they were the closest because of their friendship. But was it that friendship that caused her to be close to Patrick? The there was Raven who had saved her and protected her and she knew his feelings toward her. But she didn't know who she loved truly. Her childhood best friend or the man her grandmother put in charge of her life. She then heard Raven spoke and his words deeply hurt her. He...he's willing to let me go? Why? Kayla asked confused. Then she looked to Raven and saw him crying. "No, please Raven don't cry. I mean...I...I don't know if I like Patrick like that. I know I have a crush but I don't know if I love him. Please Raven I don't know who I care about more. I care about both of you and it's confusing and you tears make it worse because they hurt me. I don't want to see you cry, it's so painful." Kayla said nearly choking on her words. She was so confused about what was going on. She didn't know who she truly loved and how things would change among her and whoever she didn't choose.
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Post by raven raijin riajuken on Jan 10, 2010 2:45:16 GMT -5
Raven forcing his tears to stop the best he could to ease her pain stood up, and put on his pants then shit. sighs in pain as he puts on his shoes chest aching from what he is about to do. As he slowly walks to the door of her dorm he slowly turns to her looking in her eyes "I don't want to let you go, but I don't want to force you to stay. I can't make my feelings for you anymore clear, or make you feel the same way I do about you. All I can do is what your gran entrusted me to do make sure you live a happy life, and that appears to be with patrick. so i am going over there to talk to him right now, and work out every thing for you so you can be happy." Pausing finding the strength to finish what he is trying to say as he chest throbs in massive pain he clenches a fist over it. "So this is good bye once I walk out this door you will never see me again I will still be watching over you like i promised, but i won't be around you to cause anymore pain after to night." he barely got those words out as the pain knocked him down one one knee he forced himself back to his feet, and turned the door knob taking step in to the door way stopping himself from looking back knowing he would not be able to leave if he did as he willed his body to take to more steps the pain making it hard to move!
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Post by kayla dawn summers on Jan 10, 2010 2:57:57 GMT -5
Kayla watched as Raven put his clothes on and stood up. He was leaving? That wasn't what Kayla wanted. She was confused about her feelings but she didn't want under any circumstance for Raven to leave her. His words sent pain after pain into her heart stabbing her causing her to have tears slip down her face. I don't want him to leave. I want him here with me. To stay with me, but not treat me the way he does. I want him to treat me like he does love me. I want to feel human around him like when I'm with Patrick. He is someone close to me, but he's like a first crush and more or less like family now. I realize that now. I can't have Raven leave for good. He was the reason for all of this. If Raven hadn't saved me I would never have found Patrick again. Raven's done so much for me. I can't just let him go. Kayla told herself as she heard Raven tell her that he wouldn't cause her anymore pain. He was causing her pain now. Kayla got up and ran to Raven and hugged him tightly. "No...please Raven stay. Please...I don't want you to leave. Raven...I love you, I just can't stand the way you treat me. I want to feel human around you but I've never felt truly human when I'm around you and that's what was bothering me and confusing me. I realized right now. That even Patrick if he tried to walk out on me, it would hurt but you you gave up. I knew that you loved me but when you gave up and were willing to see me happy with someone else I realized that my life now is all thanks to you. None of this would've been possible if it weren't for you. And I...I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused you." Kayla said.
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Post by raven raijin riajuken on Jan 10, 2010 3:37:24 GMT -5
Raven froze when he felt her arms around him Listening to the words she gave him he turned around and hugged her just as tight back kissing the tears from her face as the pain in his chest went away embracing her his feelings over whelmed him. his arms pulled her up of the ground as he gave her a kiss better then his favorite childhood memory. this was by far the best kiss of his life as he walked back in to her room closing the door with his foot. Then slipping out of his shoes, and socks as he walked back over to the bed not breaking from the kiss. His arms holding her tight as they both fell back on the bed lips intertwined with the others as he rolled to where she laid on top of him pressing his body against hers, and visa versa breaking from the kiss "I love you Kayla" He manged to get out before his lips found hers again. He kissed down her neck then back up to her lips passionately, and savoring each kiss as he wrapped on hand in her hair his tongue darting out across her lips before parting the finder her tongue with ease as his danced against hers his other hand started to rub her butt it felt great in his hands losing himself in the passion as it carried him away. He forced himself to break away from her mouth as he breathed heavy not wanting to get carried away to much knowing if he went any further he would not be able to stop himself.
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Post by kayla dawn summers on Jan 10, 2010 4:00:44 GMT -5
Kayla smiled and giggled as Raven hugged her back and started to kiss her tears away. She loved Raven so much that it hurt when he said he would leave for her to be with someone she had cared a lot for. Kayla felt Raven walk them back to her bed and then move her so she lay on top of him. His kisses were soft and loving something she had felt from all his kisses but these made everything so much better. Kayla continued to kiss Raven back with the same amount of passion as he was kissing her. Kayla felt Raven's hand on her butt again and it felt good. She liked his touch it was safe and comforting now. After their passionate kiss she felt Raven break away. It confused Kayla. "Is something wrong Raven?" Kayla asked worried for her master. Kayla hoped that it wasn't anything serious. She loved Raven and only wanted him to be happy being with her. "Are you not happy Raven?" Kayla asked. She didn't know what else to say. Did Raven want something and was afraid to ask. Kayla didn't know so she continued to ask. Kayla kissed Raven softly and looked to him with a smile. "You can tell me what's on your mind Raven." Kayla insisted.
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Post by raven raijin riajuken on Jan 10, 2010 4:57:59 GMT -5
"No nothing is wrong, but if i continue i will want to go all the way. I don't want to do that before you are ready." He continued to breathe heavy biting his lip looking at her wanting more, and more to please her. Make love to her his mind was screaming as his hand gently smacked her butt in a arousing way he kissed her hand "I am losing control, and want you real bad" he said licking his lips leaning in filled with the desire to finished what he had already started "But i want you to want it" He whispered seductively in her ear before nibbling on it "Do you want it?" he asked the desire for the answer to be yes over whelming as he pulled he back on top of him his hand rubbing her butt again while his other hand brushed gently across her breast as he stroked the side of her face gazing in to her eyes. he was fighting with his own desires as best he could as his hand found its way its be hind her head pulling her in closes enough where her lips almost touched his. His heavy breathing blowing the sweet scent of his breathe in her face as if teasing her to kiss him knowing that is all that it would take for his desires to take over. Her confirming she wanted it would make him happily give it to her he wanted to be gently, and take his time but he was losing control she would have to decide now.
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Post by kayla dawn summers on Jan 10, 2010 15:56:48 GMT -5
Kayla smiled softly. Raven wanted to have sex with her and he was having a hard time controlling his desire. Kayla felt Raven smack her butt and it felt good. She saw in his eyes that passionate flame that she knew he had and it wanted out. It wanted to make her feel the pleasure and passion that Raven had been keeping inside for so long. Kayla knew that he wanted it badly and she didn't want to refuse him. She loved him and she knew that she would have to talk to Patrick later, but right now her focus was on Raven. Raven's hot breath lingered on her ear as he said that he wanted her to want to go all the way. He asked her if she wanted it. And Kayla did want it but she was having a hard time finding the right words. She knew that there was one word that would be said. Kayla watched as Raven moved her closer to him, her lips only a short distance from his. It was such a teasing gesture. His lips were telling her to kiss him and let everything else go. Let her mind slip into a night of passion, her body to feel something she never felt before. Kayla simply smiled softly and lightly kissed Raven's lips inviting him to continue. "I love you Raven. So, yes, I want to," Kayla said as she kissed Raven again and again but in small pecks.
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Post by raven raijin riajuken on Jan 10, 2010 23:57:34 GMT -5
He gave in to her as he kissed he more passionately his hand slowly rubbing her clitoris through her panties as his other hand teased both nipples the way she felt to him instantly making a bulge appear in his pants as he kissed her down his neck pulling her bra down licking her nipple gently before unhooking it, and tossing it to the floor admire how she looked. Feeling her get wet from his fingers he slid them from her body kissing her up her body from her stomach as his hands continued to work her clitoris, and nipples properly licking her nipples teasingly as he kissed up her neck. gently biting down gently nuzzling his neck enjoying her taste as he then continued up bringing his lips back to hers his tongue wrapping around his as his hands hungrily drank in the feel of her body enjoying the sensations of her. As the assaults of his kiss kept going repeating over, and over enjoying every taste as he savored each flavor. Breaking his mouth from hers kissing, licking his way up the side of her face as he nibbled her ear increasing the speed of his fingers as the worked on her body. Before breaking form her ear breathing in her ear moaning to the feel of her body in his hands leaning in as he whispered in her ear. "Please I want you to undress me, and show me what you want to do to me?" His tone seductive wanting to feel her touch on his body.
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Post by kayla dawn summers on Jan 11, 2010 1:47:30 GMT -5
Kayla moaned softly enjoying what Raven was doing to her. They were soft and gentle actions and they made Kayla feel special. Kayla smiled as Raven kissed her enjoying his touch and she knew he was enjoying her taste. Kayla was getting wet from it all and then Raven told her to undress him and show him what she wanted to do. Kayla smiled as she pulled his shirt off and threw it to the ground. Her chest was already bare before him so it didn't make her feel uncomfortable at all. Kayla traced her fingers down his abs down to the line of his jeans. She undid the button and pulled down the zipper. Kayla pulled down Raven's jeans along with his boxers. She wanted him to take her and make her his. She brushed her hand over his member softly wondering if it would get harder. Kayla leaned over him and whispered softly. "Don't you mean what you want to do. After all I'm the slave, and you are the master." Kayla teased. She knew that she'd have to tell Patrick tomorrow. Only because he needed to know and that she needed to keep her friendship with him alive. She still cared deeply for Patrick and would never wish to hurt him. But this would be the worst she could do. But Kayla knew that she loved Raven and that this night, she would remember forever.
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Post by raven raijin riajuken on Jan 11, 2010 21:21:39 GMT -5
Smiling as he laid back admiring her beautiful body as she slowly stripped him of clothing. "Yes please show me what you want to do to me not as my slave but as the woman i love" he gasped as he felt her delicate hand brush against his cock it slowly started to grow his eyes watching her as he forced his hands to stay be hind his head his breathing got heavier as he bit down on his bottom lip wondering what else she could do turned on by her teasing him even though she is a virgin she was very good at turning him on. He licked his lips wanting more the urges to take her were over whelming, but he wanted some one else to be in control for once he never experienced letting a female slave take charge sure that was that time with daynah but she was different she always took it, and he took some of it back it was like they were equals more then letting some one else have complete control with Kayla he wanted it to be different he wanted her to be in control as he leaned in gently kissing the said of her face he put his mouth up to her ear "I want you to be in control to take me the way you want this is our first time i want it to be special so your the first person i am giving complete control to please be gentle with me!" He whispered in her ears as he leaned back and watched her waiting to see what she would do to him.
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